There is so much to do

I've been trying to map out what I want to do in the near and distant future. It's difficult. I really want my freaking degree to be completed. I'm about halfway there. This is incredibly disheartening because it's taken me around five years to get this far. If I keep going at this pace I will be 30 before I graduate. This normally wouldn't be a big deal but I really freaking want my degree.



I want to go to OCS and become an Officer. There I said it. It's always been my little dream and I want to make it happen. I need my degree for it.



I will keep plugging away and see if I can make things work. I'll keep doing one class a semester until I'm 30 if I need to.



The other blank spot is Erik's upcoming deployment. I will be a single parent for a year. That means I probably shouldn't be adding to my work load. OCS gets pushed back another year. Oh well, so be it.



I have struggled the past few months about what to write here. I've lost a good amount of my focus and can't seem to bring it back inline. I'm hoping that returning to work next week will help. I really enjoy my job. I'm not as good at it as I should be but I'm going to start working on that when I go back. More focus on personal improvement. I'm going to work on my (severly lacking) photo skills and my atrophied video editing skills. Also I'm going to work on my physical fitness (because I want to look hot in my bikini this summer damn it!).



In other news:

Rhea had her two month check up and here are her stats:

11 lbs, 6 ounces (50th percentile)

22.5 inches long (25th percentile)

16 inch diameter head (97th percentile) GIANT FREAKING HEAD!!!!

She had her shots which she didn't like but got over relatively quickly.



This is what's been on my mind lately.