Let me clarify my last post about decorating my house. I love E and R for giving us all of the help. E especially, cause she single handily decorated my house in two days. Its not finished yet but it looks ten times better than it did.
I was thinking about friendships today and why I have this adverse reaction to developing them. I have a friend who I recently started backing away from. She started telling me more about her life and then like clock work I distance myself.
The weird thing is that she didn't have anything crazy special that was like "whoa". So I started thinking about that and why I did it.
I think it is because I expect people to be perfect. Not messy and confusing like my own life. How weird is that? Erik isn't perfect and I don't expect him to be, so how come my friends have to be?
I dont know why but now that I know I do it hopefully I can work on it.
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